So alots been going on recently. Within the past month I have had to spend over 500 dollars on getting my car fixed (yeah that hurt). I also lost my only income (working at our family business). Its been kinda a scary time in my life.
My younger brother is in New York visiting my father and his family. I didnt go this year, I have gone up there every year since my parents have been divorced and its weird being home. I miss my grandpa who died this past October. At this time of the summer usually I would be in NY on a boat with grandpa getting clams and fishing in the ocean. Coming home to eat strawberries with him and pulling out hundreds of photos and him explaining who every person in the photos. I miss him alot. Sometime I dont think of him as gone. I just think of him up in NY mowing the grass and taking the boat out. I think that I will go up there and the house will be the same and nothing will have changed. We used to watch "So you think you can dance" together on tv when i would come up for the summer. I cant watch it now because it makes me sad. Im afraid of going back up there and him not being there.
I leave for the beach this weekend with Tyler W and his family. Im excited to spend time with him and to get a vacation.
I miss the people I used to be close to. I know change is good but change doesnt mean we cant be close friends.

Yay thank you. :P

It was nice seeing you!
» middaymoon on 2011-06-30 05:31:03

I said it was because I had a couple big tests coming up, but I really didn't go to my gram's funeral because I knew I'd see her house all empty, and that her things wouldn't be in just the right place where she always kept them, and everything would be real after that moment.

So, I get it.
» Unicornasaurus on 2011-07-01 12:27:16

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